Sorry I have been away! (speaks to self) I spent a small getaway with my partner and we adventured to visit family in California! The trip lasted about 4-5 days, and it was the most fun celebration I have had in years. We went to California to visit my biological family and it was so… Read more: HOLIDAY CELEBRATION TRIP

Dealing with BPD can get extremely difficult when dealing with small changes. My biggest issue with life is the constant changes you either have to go through or you choose to go through. It’s hard to handle small changes because my mind gets extremely agitated when there are no comfortable solutions or if I cannot… Read more: CURRENT STRESSORS

I feel like I am always thinking about stuff like this. For years, I always felt like I was lost? I never had the decency to be “my own person” and it was always so overwhelming. I spent a lot of time either mimicking or copying others because it was the easiest thing to do.… Read more: FAKE SENSE OF SELF

I think for my entire life I had a feeling that there was something off about me? It was a very hard thing to navigate when I was younger as well. Before I start rambling, maybe I need to explain this thing. I have borderline personality disorder. “Oh my god, you’re insane! You’re like those… Read more: BPD + PAST

I love to play pretend omg. This entire thing is something I have always wanted and honestly don’t care for who reads and who doesn’t. This might be my 900th attempt at making something like a blog or writing area but a lot has changed over the last year that I realized I don’t need… Read more: HELLO + NOTHING